I thought wrong

It has took its time for me to realice what I really want
*I thought a so-called pretty life would be nice
But it ain´t like that
I thought to be named as a wife
Wouldn´t put me right on the knife
I thought if I ever smile
Nobody would say anything about me*

I had a house, a dog, a car
My lovely sons and a husband
My marriage was another lie on the wall
My children respect me as much as their father did
I´m feeling empty and tried about indifference
I look like a porcelain doll but I´m broken inside
I know I haven´t self-respect
I sadly know I´m too sensitive
Cause every little thing hurt me to death

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While my man spend time in the garaje
I sneak out of the window everynight
I drive thousand miles away from home
And sunk my thoughts with alcohol
And a man who don´t despise my body
Making me feel special for some time

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I first said the bandage was thick
But now I´m heading south
My sons don´t need me, they never needed me
So I´m driving into the sun feeling free
I´m going nowhere but far away from where I came

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