Is it really so?

I used to think you were the only one
I used to think that without you it could not be
I used to treat you better than me

*Now I look into a naked truth
And I am ashamed that I spent days like that
All these so-called important things to me
Let me see how I really was and still am
This is not the last step and I am not
Nearly half of the ladder*

I used to shout at anyone who is not moved fast
I used to hate those who are closer to you
I used to become someone who I thought never to be
I used to think I was the one who showed me to be

And when I met you on the street…
I used to walk towards you with a smile on my face
I used to brag with my friends for having you
Also I used to think that you enriched me
But you really impoverished me

*Chorus

I´ve invest so much time in you
So many concerns and work

*Chorus

One night I come to realize that you sleep under my roof
You finish with my nerves and you start to swallow my food

*Chorus

It took its time to realize that I was a killer
One of billion fighting to get gas masks to breathe