Not the right time

Feels like I have waited a thousand years
Until you arrived to me
Because I have been ready a million of times
And the train never decided
When I thought it was you who come
Wind blows slowly and fast away
And I´m kneeling today for the love I have lost
Without even have shared

Now I´m feeling so lonely that I could die
Cause I really thought it was time
But we just ain´t on the same wave
Thought I´m feeling your pains and bliss
It didn´t mean we were together
But I´m crying without you
And I´m missing you until the blue