The opposite pole

I´ve wandered long and eternal winters
All along a path that day by day
Erase itself a little bit more

I´ve learnt that the fault is only mine
And that if I don´t do anything to change it
The winters will keep on pressing my heart
I´ve found out that the more I search the less I find
I spent my lifetime trying to reach
My opposite pole without trying to help myself
Long nights of insomnia looking for the desert
That dry for once and for all the millions of tears I shed diary

I am and I search to do
I inspire and I long to exhale
The night reign in me and I wanna see the day
I got much place, but I need time
I´m electron and I need positron
My negative pole look for a positive one
My moon look for the heat of the sun