The regret

I was against of having you
Fear followed me wildly
I was against of you so long
I imagen a life fighting for the both
I saw us all alone with no chance

*I thought I wasn´t able to be your mom
And then one day something change my mind
I woke up strong and decided to fight for you
Waiting day by day, month by month
And the waiting was too long*

I spent more than thousand nights
Thinking about how your face will be
Thinking about some other dreams
Maybe it was my punish for don´t want you at first
I´ve cried more tears than fit in the ocean
I´m so sorry that my first intent to be a mom has failed

*Chorus

It´s stranger how mentally works out
At first it refuse to imagen you
And then when it lost you
It will for ever remind you
Until it make you bleed

*Chorus

I always thought I was weak
And now I know I am
I´m a weak woman that bear a lot

*Chorus

Too long, just too long