You killed the woman

I was a fool when I have met you
And now I keep on being it
You are always around me
And I don´t know how to undo myself of you

*The day you took me as your wife
You got to kill the woman in me
Now only a shadow of a slave it´s left*

I have had so many dreams long ago
I wanted to do thousand million things
I wished… but you killed the woman in me
I failed when I start to put a smile in my family
They wanted to see me married and got a big party
They wished me for get pregnant to have my own family
I love my children above all but I´m not proud of me
Because everything I got was caused by fear
I look at my husband in silence and think…

*Chorus

I´ve learnt to hate you… I hate you
For having let that I destroy myself
You was meant to be my support and not my killer
Time and loneliness taught me to despise you better

*Chorus